不知道你/妳是否曾經有過戴上耳機，隨意播放音樂清單的一首歌，歌手才剛開口唱第一句話，就有種~「啊~中了中了~這首中了！」的感覺呢？而高爾軒 -〈So bad〉的這首歌，就是存在這種魔力在裡頭啊！短短的幾秒內就直接把我勾走了呢（笑)
#曾經不小心遺失自己過嗎？
高爾軒透過這首歌述出了他在經歷爆紅後的心境變化與感受，雖然他的〈Without You〉、〈Why You Gonna Lie〉、〈最後一次〉我也蠻喜歡的，不過現在對〈So bad〉的喜愛已經遠遠超越第一張專輯的任何一首歌曲了呢！也許芽子我還是偏好稍微悲觀一點的歌曲吧⋯⋯
「So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad」♪從開頭就把被「傷害(hurt)」的無助與無奈傳遞出來，「如果不會留下傷害」♪可惜這一切的發生並沒有順從這個「如果」。「我們總是不知不覺看著那片天空 卻忘記自己雙腳已經站在哪裡」♪老實說，在第一次聽這首歌時，淚水默默的留下幾滴，心臟揪了幾下，那是一種很特別的感受，並不是覺得同情或難過，而是那種好像被人察覺到自己偶爾也會出現類似狀態的共鳴感。真的很特別⋯⋯默默列入編舞歌曲清單內(note）。
#高爾宣OSN -〈So bad〉歌詞
作詞：Skot Suyama 陶山、 高爾宣 OSN
作曲：Skot Suyama 陶山、 高爾宣 OSN
編曲：Skot Suyama 陶山
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do
I ain’t complaining
當我擁有一切 how could I complain it
收到多少愛就得承受多少誤解
我的榮幸 哪怕一切都是陷阱
I ain’t complaining
I’m just saying
一切真的不是你想像的那種願景yeah
如果不會留下傷害 Sometimes 我也想過默默離開
That’s right shame on me
I never want it all want this fame on me
我只是凡人what you want from me
床頭的藥罐making fun of me
Yeah Y’all don’t understand 我的病因不只一個
Take more pills more problems more liquor
演好你的角色別露餡
I thought that we could handle this like grown man
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do
I’m sorry
I won’t talk about it
沈默代表我一定會保護到底
But stop lying 我快看不到妳
如果不是妳 Then I won’t even give a fuck about it
我也想要開心的笑
我也想要醫生別再開新的藥
that’s true 說是為了保護我的大腦
想要咆哮 but it’s a mental lockdown
Look
I ain’t no saint
Everybody different
Everybody two faced
Everybody judging
Everybody lying to
Everybody stupid
Everybody shut up just mind your own business
我們總是不知不覺看著那片天空 卻忘記自己雙腳已經站在哪裡
Damn
I gotta slow down
Gotta slow down
找回遺失大部分的自己
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do
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